Sunday, August 7, 2011

Stir Crazy

I didn't think it would happen this quickly, but I am going stir crazy! I have a ton of books and magazines to read, things to work online on, lots of movies to watch, but I am tired of being couped up in the house! I know that I will take one step outside in this 1,000 degree heat and change my mind, but I really think I want to venture outside today. Maybe I'll go see my kitties and pat them on their heads. 

Otherwise, I'm doing really well. Keeping liquids down, drinking lots of water, walking several times a day on the treadmill (very slowly, but it's something), and managing the pain. Sometimes I wait too long before taking pain meds again, but it's really just that one incision area that still hurts. It's hard to imagine that in a week I will have to start wearing real clothes again and go back to work. Eek. I may be stir crazy, but I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet. This lifestyle is just so different. Four ounces of fluid is a meal right now. Blows my mind.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Thank you for all the support!

I have the best support system in the world! I have been overwhelmed with emails, texts, calls, cards, flowers, gifts, prayers...seriously, y'all rock! I just wanted to send a giant thank you out to everyone because it is helping me keep plugging along. I've never had major surgery before, but after all this outpouring of love, I'm considering doing it more often. Just kidding. I wouldn't go that far. But seriously, THANK YOU! I love you all, man. And that's not just the pain meds talking. ;)

better

Feeling a little better this morning and down another pound...woo hoo. I got lots of sleep last night and I'm about to go take another nap...I've only been awake for two hours. I like this part of recuperating. :)

Friday, August 5, 2011

cream soup day!

Today I got to add cream soups, milk and V-8 to my diet! Delicious. I'll be on this leg of the plan for 4 days. I was feeling good most of the day, but I took a 4 hour nap in the afternoon. Ever since then, I haven't felt good. Can't pinpoint it, just uncomfortable. I've been walking because they say that helps. I had to call the doctor tonight because one of my incisions looks infected. It's red and bruised and hot to the touch. Ugh. She called in an antibiotic, that should make me feel better. Ok, time for pain meds again. Nighty night.

Pound by pound

So I've lost about five pounds since the surgery. I still have a lot of swelling and inflammation, so hopefully when that goes down, there will be more weight loss. I had lost nine pounds on the low carb, pre-op diet, so that's not bad - 14 pounds in three weeks. It's not magic, but this is definitely a tool that will help me greatly. I do wish the pain was subsiding a little more quickly, but I guess I just need to take it pound by pound and day by day.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Made it through surgery


Nervous. That was my overwhelming feeling as we arrived at the hospital. They really should give you sedatives before you arrive, just sayin. So they handed me a paper “warming” robe and I looked at Jill and said, “They didn’t research fat people, did they?” Later, I found out that you could hook up an air tube to the robe that air-conditioned it. Oh yeah, Jenn was happy then. There was a flurry of activity and before I knew it, a really funny guy was wheeling me back to anesthesia. I remember moving over onto their table and commenting on the funny blue lights, then they started to cover my mouth with the oxygen mask. I panicked and grabbed one of the guy’s hands. He held it until I fell asleep. The next thing I remember was waking up in recovery. It was a really busy place and I remember them changing my robe and I remember being freaked out that I was being changed in front of all those people! But I was completely out of it, so I couldn’t do a thing about it.  Apparently my surgery only took an hour and a half, but I was in recovery for like three hours. They never told me why…apparently the surgery went well.

I was really out of it, but I remember that Jill was in my room waiting for me and that Jeff, Carla & Aunt Becky visited and brought me gifts. Tons of other friends and family texted and called to check on me…thank you! I have the best support system in the world.

Wednesday morning I was a little more lucid and had gone without any water since midnight before surgery! I was more than ready when they came to get me to do an X-ray to be sure that the sleeve the surgeon created after removing 80 percent of my stomach wasn’t leaking. So the first thing I drank after surgery was barium stuff so that they could see potential leaks. Bleh. Then the news came back that I was cleared for liquids! So my first “meal” was an ounce of water, an ounce of broth and an ounce of sugar free jello.

I’ll blog more later…need to rest!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

No water for you!

Well, it's just after midnight, the night before my surgery. I was on sugar-free, clear liquids only today. Not easy. And now, I cannot even have water until after my surgery. Apparently way after my surgery...they have to test to be sure the new "sleeve" they create isn't leaking, so it will be well into the next day before I get to drink. I like water, particularly when it's 107 degrees outside. A friend of mine recommended just getting as many pain meds as I can get and sleeping so I won't think about it. Sleeping...not sure that's something I'll be doing much of tonight. I called my brother earlier for a pep talk and he said, "You'll be alright, home skillet." Ahhh...now I feel much better. :)